тнᴇ sтᴀʀs ᴀωᴀıт υs [σσc]

This past year has been a definitive trial of sorrow, patience and character. I have survived it, not unscathed, and hold dear a mere few who have been my guide through Hell, as it is.  A future awaits, with fortune and wonder... I hope; I am stronger and perceive things around me far more clearly than ever. Indeed, if it weren't for my dear friends and my partner, this confidence and strength would never have been given life again. 

 The most beautiful, precious flower of all, is love. 

Colours shed a different smell; the aroma of hope, entwined with the after-taste of memories, endless.

A wonderful new year to you all. May it be what you make of it. ;) ♥

I would like to formally welcome the stalkers.  Peewee Herman fingers and creepy kisses  to you all, you make me feel so damn important I could simply gasp from the excitement and give myself a pat on the back for the self-esteem boost from such flattery (no, I think I shall pass). You make up 50% of the fan base I would rather throw in the trash, of course where you belong next to the kleenex tissues I used during your departures =)

How about you take what little pride and morale you should have left, fuck off and go sulk in the corner! If you're looking for sympathy from myself or Andrew aka Drew | Adrin Eitan, Koshiro Kiri, Lao'Taun--  you can find the word -sympathy' in the Dictionary between shit and syphilis.

Life is too short for cliches and you just don't exist anywhere near my wave length. 

To my love, life partner and Master, -- every step of our way, has been worth every ounce of tribulation and elation. You are everything to me and more. Through our honesty, commitment and communication with added respect, reverence and honour; no moment has ever been wasted, the tears are now as wine, and the moment our hearts entwined, it was a moment that bonded us together forever.

ωʀıтıɴɢ ıs ᴀɴ ᴀʀтғσʀм...

Casting aside personal opinion, and looking at this towards a more professional opinion, quite a few online seem to like ridiculing others writing, I have seen this in quite a considerable amount of chat rooms and forums, or approach it stating "before I take you seriously", come on? Seriously.... it is a role-play forum/chat applet... who cares on what writing is seen as fantastic or bad, it is more the fact people are willing to try, and adapt to a better style—that suits them to the means, vocabulary and creativity they are used to and what is available to them. People do not come online to be schooled on brevity, length, phrasing and technique (unless they 'ask' to be), people come here to write and share their stories, but, most importantly to interact with others.

Writing is like an art, it is totally identifiable and unique to the one who writes, some will like it, and some won’t. It will inspire or turn stomachs; that is the way in which life flows and we are all entitled to likes and dislikes so long as it is done constructively and not negatively in the light of a 'community'. It is the immature comments that take it to a whole different level, especially when done to ridicule a person publicly using a forum\chat applet to do it, and subject others to their rather vile opinions or incite others to join in simply by making a spectacle of it. For whatever purpose, I find such things as immature and somewhat, unhelpful and off-putting.

My style of writing as told can be complex, stifling and contains too 'purple prose' for some tastes. I see my flaws, I just lacked the knowing of how to change it and cut off the roses at the stems (excuse the purple prose). However, what is purple prose to some is description to others, but yes, should be done in moderation (which I also went over excess) —but I am yet to ever lack role-play because of it, I ran one of the largest clans in Yahoo Chat Rp for 6 yrs, and generally those I do role-play with enjoy it at least to a small degree. That is what matters to me. Now, having applied some 'advice' given, I have changed some of this and lessened the 'the winding-vomiting of a thesaurus' to quite a considerable degree. The advice given was correct... the overkill of words and prose wasn't required or needed, so it went out the door and that was my choice because I knew it was an issue. 

ғʀσм тнᴇ ωʀıтᴇʀ's ᴅᴇsκ

Confessions, Virtual Spanks & Tangible Insights

From the depths of lunacy to a cinema near you....

Firstly, I do apologize for my lack of being a blogger-addict; I just haven’t had the time between projects, study and life in general plus having to set up a new blog in regards to my writing on a more 'fantasy' and erotica level. Plus my article publications. There simply isn’t enough minutes in the day, that or I seriously need life management. These past few months had just been strange, from one extreme to another, study has been crazy not to mention the writing projects I already have and more placed on the silver platter for me to consider. Time seems to be flying, sometimes upwards, sometimes sidewards in rather chaotic sporadic patterns but rarely ever downwards. Returning to study has been a beautiful learning experience, and between the learning process, writing and my family (including the gorgeous network of friends I possess). I have felt indeed blessed especially after a few virtual slaps along the way which were certainly needed for I am extremely close to having a dream come true. The only thing which maybe prevents the full fruition is myself, to take the initiative and just “DO IT!” so many of us procrastinate for whatever reason, be it fear of rejection, frailty, lack of resources or support, self-esteem, motivation. The ‘fuels of failure’... so I have come to entitle them along with my wrongs and my indiscretions'.
 

A true friend, will always inform you of your sillies, but also praise you for your glories; they speak to you openly, and should always be able to do so regardless of whether it may upset you. They will tell you where you are going wrong in life, whether you believe you are or not; they offer an insight that at times we fail to see because we are crashing blindly into a travesty or a brick wall. I am one of the luckily ones who have a wonderful network of friends who can and will kick me up the rear on such occasions... all good I say, bring it on! Happily so, I have an amazing group of assorted folks who are there for me, during the up’s, down’s and chaotic in-betweens which manifest randomly; and likewise. It has taken many years to find these beautiful people, sorting through the proverbial trash of gossip-mongers, fakes, malignant people who lie to manipulate others into believing their lies, and basically scum of the earth trying to guise themselves as diamonds. It happens, such is life! But I thank my new lease on life, removing damaging people from my life, now I would like for them to leave peacefully back to the snake-pit from where hence they slithered. And you know who you are.